Here’s a poem from my chapbook, Plant a Garden Around Your Life. The Book Quote Wednesday keyword is “Stone” and you’ll see how that fits if you dive in. Worth the read. #bookqw
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A Glorious Day
The car broke down in the snow
North of New York City.
Didn’t sleep at all last night,
‘Cause I worked my second job
Typing transcripts
‘Til the sun came up.
I worked all day, then headed north
To Westchester County,
To college.
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And it really was a glorious day
A memorable one
Looking back on it now.
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So the damned overheat light
Glowed bright on the dashboard
Of my seventeen-year-old car.
It was after nine o’clock in the evening
And I was stuck on the Hutchinson River Parkway
In the middle of Scarsdale,
With no credit cards,
No triple-A,
And $2.49 to my name.
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And it really was a glorious day
No matter how bad it sounds
Looking back on it now.
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I said a quick prayer
A compassionate stranger stopped
Prayer must work, ‘cause he loaned me ten bucks
To get home
And a flashlight
To find the problem.
The problem was that
I needed my radiator replaced.
Great.
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Catchin’ a cold,
With sleep deprivation,
Stone cold broke
And out of options –
As I eased the cooled-off car
Up the exit ramp,
Stopped at a pay phone
And called my sister.
As usual.
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But it really was a glorious day
No sarcasm intended.
I’ll always remember it that way.
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The State Trooper was kind enough to wait
For the tow truck to come
And then he dropped me off at a motel.
And off he drove
As I discovered
That the tow might take her VISA by phone
But motels do not.
Unless my sister’s card could be run through their machine,
I was out of luck.
It’s 11pm, and a mile and a half
From the nearest train station.
It starts raining.
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But it really was a glorious day
I know you don’t believe me at all
Yet I think back on it fondly.
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If I am careful I should have enough to get home
A taxi to the railroad is too expensive.
Walking through the six-inch slush,
On my way to Metro North,
I figure I can spend a dollar on something to eat,
But nothing’s open.
So I caught the last train to Manhattan
(Oh, God – its warm, I can sit!)
And fell asleep is if drugged.
On an empty stomach.
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But it really was a glorious day
(Wait, it gets better)
A wonderful memory on my life.
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I scared the train cleaner
Half to death
In the bowels of Metro North’s station.
It seems I never heard them pull into
Grand Central Station.
I wonder why.
Let me out of here –
I still have to catch a train to Long Island.
Yes, I know I shouldn’t be back here.
No, I don’t have a pass.
Can I go now?
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It truly was a glorious day
One I shall recall fondly
For the rest of my life.
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One vendor was open
A Snickers bar
Is better than nothing
On an empty stomach, right?
I took the subway to Penn Station
And just missed the last train
To Long Island.
There was one at three in the morning.
I’ll wait.
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The Long Island Railroad makes you
Change from an electric train
To a diesel one
At Babylon Station.
The hell with it.
I’ll take a taxi
From Babylon to Bay Shore
Rather than wait another 45 minutes.
There’s my driveway,
And if you don’t take a check you can throw me in jail,
As long as it has a bed.
I’m calling in sick tomorrow.
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But the glorious thing
Was to be able to quantify
Something that I had never been able to isolate before.
I was miserable.
I was tired.
I was unhappy.
But I was not depressed.
My condition had responded to the medication.
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Depression is not sadness.
Depression is not tiredness.
It is hard to put into words,
But I never would have been able to describe it at all
If it had not been for
That glorious day.
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Wendy S. Delmater